[G]I wanna [D]tell you [C]I'm right [G]here
But I'm [C]still so [G]angry even [Am]after [Bm]all these [C]years
[G]I know your [D]family was [C]falling a[G]part
So [C]I don't [G]blame you, but [Am]I still [Bm]have a [C]heart
[C]All of my friends and my [D]therapist say That it's [G]nothing and [D]I've gone in[Em]sane
[C]Everyone says I'm a [D]narcissist Truth is, I [G]just haven't [D]dealt with the [Em]blame
You [C]chose the drugs, and now [D]everyone else is your [Em]friend
And I'm [Bm]left in the [C]flame there's [Am]nothing [D]like first [G]heartbreak
[G]Know I should [D]move on [C]God knows I've [G]tried
But [C]I hit this [G]strange wall [Am]without you [Bm]by my [C]side
[G]We were [D]forever, at [C]one point in [G]time
The [C]night you [G]left me You [C]left [Bm]me half a[Am]live
[C]I started running, got [D]faster and faster But [G]I just could[D]n't get a[Em]way
[C]All of my problems got [D]bigger and bigger Un[G]til I could[D]n't feel the [Em]pain
[C]'Cause you chose the drugs, and now [D]everyone else is your [Em]friend
And I'm [D]going [C]insane There's [Am]nothing [D]like first [G]heartbreak
[G]I had to [D]lose you to [C]find my[Em]self
You [C]can't know [G]heaven un[D]til you [Em]know [C]hell
[G]I'll always [D]love you, [C]even if you're [Em]gone
[C]I'm letting [G]go but [D]always [Em]holding [C]on [G]