Intro:
[C] [Em/B] [Am] [Fmaj7]
Chorus:
Somebody [C]save me, me from [Em/B]myself
I've spent [Am]so long livin' in [Fmaj7]hell
Verse 1:
Ano[C]ther pill as I start to spiral
Message to my daughters
I don't [Em/B]even deserve the father title
Hailie, I'm so sorry
I know I [Am]wasn't there for your first guitar recital
Didn't walk you down the aisle
[Fmaj7]Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
[C]I'm so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em [Em/B]above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
[Am]Give 'em up, how the fuck do
I not love you more than a pill?
Lookin' [Fmaj7]up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will
Chorus:
Somebody [C]save me, me from [Em/B]myself
I've spent [Am]so long livin' in [Fmaj7]hell
They say my [C]lifestyle, Is bad for my [Em/B]health
It's the [Am]only thing that seems to [Fmaj7]help
Verse 2:
Alaina, [C]sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I [Em/B]missed your gradu—,
wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
On [Am]bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, [Fmaj7]sorry I left you
Sorry that I'll never get to
Hold or hug my [C]little nephews
Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
Grow up, and I [Em/B]didn't get to
Be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I [Am]wanted to see you do
This is my song from me to you
Sorry I [Fmaj7]gave up, but I'm just so defeated
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
Chorus:
Somebody [C]save me, me from [Em/B]myself
I've spent [Am]so long livin' in [Fmaj7]hell
They say my [C]lifestyle, Is bad for my [Em/B]health
It's the [Am]only thing that seems to [Fmaj7]help
Verse 3:
I've been [C]starin' at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
In [Em/B]hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a [Am]coward, he told me that I can't do it
Had a second chance, blew it
It's [Fmaj7]like I'm stuck inside an
alternate reality, but I know (What?)
I'll [C]turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as [Em/B]proud as can be
Right now, I'm just weak
As I fall further [Am]down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my [Fmaj7]coffin, I feel
the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
Outro:
I'm a [C]lost cause
Baby, don't [Em/B]waste your time on me
I'm so [Am]damaged beyond repair
Life has [Fmaj7]shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a [C]lost cause
Baby, don't [Em/B]waste your time on me
I'm so [Am]damaged beyond repair
Life has [Fmaj7]shattered my hopes and my dreams