Capo 4
[Em]I intellectualize my [C]feelings[G]then I get high to drown them [D]out
[Em]I know the hurt is part of [C]healing [G]wish you were here to hold me [D]now
All [Em]I can feel is your in[C]difference back [G]then I thought that I de[D]served it
[Em]There's nothin' I could do to [C]fix it I guess [G]I'm still learning how to [D]live with it
If [Em]I was still an optimist [C]I would just move on from this But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
For[Em]gave your broken promises Yeah, [C]I loved you though all of it But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
Oh, I [Em]hope one day I'll love a[C]gain another away Cuz [G]I, I'm different [D]now
[Em]Drove by your house again last [C]weekend re[G]member when it felt like [D]home
[Em]I think a part of me's still [C]in there [G]do you ever feel my [D]ghost?
[Em]I only see you in my [C]nightmares [G]sometimes I wish that I could [D]haunt you
[Em]What if I'm always gonna [C]be scared [G]what if I'm always gonna [D]want you
If [Em]I was still an optimist [C]I would just move on from this But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
For[Em]gave your broken promises Yeah, [C]I loved you though all of it But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
Oh, I [Em]hope one day I'll love a[C]gain another away Cuz [G]I, I'm different [D]now
[Em]I'm sorry that I wasn't [C]older [G]were we ever really [D]friends?
[Em]I think I'm finally glad it's [C]over [G]It still hurts but it [D]hurts less
If [Em]I was still an optimist [C]I would just move on from this But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
For[Em]gave your broken promises Yeah, [C]I loved you though all of it But [G]I, I'm different [D]now
Oh, I [Em]hope one day I'll love a[C]gain another away Cuz [G]I, I'm different [D]now
Oh, I [Em]hope one day I'll love a[C]gain another away Cuz [G]I, I'm different [D]now