Intro: [Bb] [F] [Gm] [F] [Eb]
I'm gettin' [Bb]older, I think I'm agin' [F]well
I wish someone had [Gm]told me I'd be [F]doin' this by [Eb]myself
There's reasons that I'm [Bb]thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful [F]for
But it's different when a [Gm]stranger's always [F]waitin' at your [Eb]door
Which is [Cm]ironic 'cause the strangers seem to [F]want me more
Than anyone be[Bb]fore -Anyo[F]ne befor[Gm]e-
[Cm]Too bad they're usually [Eb]deranged
[Bb]Last week, I realized I crave [F]pity
When I re-tell a [Gm]story, I make [F]everything [Eb]sound worse
Can't shake the [Bb]feeling that I'm just bad at [F]healing
And maybe that's the [Gm]reason every [F]sentence sounds [Eb]rehearsed
Which is [Cm]ironic because when I wasn't [F]honest
I was still bein' ig[Bb]nored -Lyin' f[F]
or attent[Gm]ion, just to get neglection- [Cm]
Now we're [Eb]estranged
[Bb]Things I once [F]enjoyed [Gm]
[F]Just keep me [Eb]employed now [Bb]
Things I'm longing [F]for [Gm]
[F]Someday, I'll be [Eb]bored of
It's so [Cm] [F]weird [Bb] [F] [Gm]
That we care [Cm]so much, until we [Eb]don't
I'm gettin' [Bb]older, I've got more on my [F]shoulders
But I'm gettin' [Gm]better at [F]admitting when I'm [Eb]wrong
I'm happier than [Bb]ever, at least, that's my [F]endeavor
To keep myself [Gm]together and [F]prioritize my [Eb]pleasure
'Cause to be [Cm]honest, I just wished the word I [F]promised
Would depend on what I'm [Bb]givin' -Not on [F]his permission- [Gm]
-Wasn't my [Cm]decision- To be [Eb]abused, mm
[Bb]Things I once [F]enjoyed [Gm]
[F]Just keep me [Eb]employed now [Bb]
Things I'm longing [F]for [Gm]
[F]Someday, I'll be [Eb]bored of
It's so [Cm] [F]weird [Bb] [F] [Gm]
That we care [Cm]so much, until we [Eb]don't
But [Bb]next week, I hope I'm somewhere [F]laughin'
For anybody [Gm]asking, I [F]promise I'll be [Eb]fine
I've had some [Bb]trauma, did things I didn't [F]wanna
Was too afraid to [Gm]tell ya, but [F]now, I think it's time