[G]I've got this self de[Am]structive energy [F]Text my ex and re[C]gret it immediately
[G]End up in somebody's [Am]bed and wake up hating me, hating me
[F]Scrolling through my [G]phone God knows [C]how many [Am]hours
It's been at l[F]east a couple [G]days since I've [C]taken a [Am]shower
[F]Biting my [G]nails, my [C]room is a [Am]mess
And [F]I know e[G]xactly what's [C]coming next
I've [Am]got this [G]cabin [Em]fever Wanna [F]dig myself down de[G]eper
My alter [Em]ego is a grim rea[F]per But staying home is so much cheaper
[G]I've got this self de[Am]structive energy [F]Text my ex and re[C]gret it immediately
[G]End up in somebody's [Am]bed and wake up hating me [F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy
[G]I've got a crash and [Am]burn kind of tendency
[F]Call my mom, pick a [C]fight Buy some shit I don't need
[G]And I could skip this hang[Am]over that'll last for a week
[F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy
[G]Water in my cup but I[C] wish it was stronger
I've got to [F]keep myself together just a [Am]little bit longer
I'm standing [G]right on the edge, the [C]tensions a thread
And [F]I know exactly what's [C]coming next
I've got this [G]tantrum [Em]temper Finger on a [F]hairpin trig[G]ger
My alter [Em]ego is a buzz ki[F]ller Don't want to be the one to tell her though
[G]I've got this self de[Am]structive energy [F]Text my ex and re[C]gret it immediately
[G]End up in somebody's [Am]bed and wake up hating me [F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy
[G]I've got a crash and [Am]burn kind of tendency
[F]Call my mom, pick a [C]fight Buy some shit I don't need
[G]And I could skip this hang[Am]over that'll last for a week
[F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy
[G]I'm starting to spiral I'm checking [Em]my vitals Oh oh
The [F]panics attacking I'm overreacting Oh oh
[G]Feels like I'm dying I wake [Em]up and I'm fine then
[F]..I'll do it all again tomorrow though
[G]I've got this self de[Am]structive energy [F]Text my ex and re[C]gret it immediately
[G]End up in somebody's [Am]bed and wake up hating me [F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy
[G]I've got a crash and [Am]burn kind of tendency
[F]Call my mom, pick a [C]fight Buy some shit I don't need
[G]And I could skip this hang[Am]over that'll last for a week
[F]Instead I'll get [C]tattoos and therapy